and the time has come where I have died

8 months ago - 1,759 views
and the time has come where I have died
+ layout credit @thatporcelaindoll
+ teen idle -marina & the diamonds
+ no audition anymore, because.
4 comments

and the cracks begin to show

8 months ago - 1,176 views
and the cracks begin to show
actually my audition set for vulnerable desires {http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/group.show?id=135572} that should have been restarted, but it doesn't seem to happen, so here is just my doll :3
{THM} and when he asked me do you still love me? i had to look away
ugh, this set is crappy. and the story will be crappy too because my lap crashed for the third time now and i'm not able to start writing again tonight.
 
so, story's coming asap.
 
Friday, May 4th, 1956: The Pink Ladies Book Club is having its first meeting of the month, and we’re discussing J.D. Salinger’s ‘The Catcher in the Rye’.

HELP DECIDING PLEASE!

8 months ago - 427 views
HELP DECIDING PLEASE!
so, i'm kinda obsessed with Sailor Moon atm and @kitschywitchy started this super-cool rp-groud based on it.
 
all the characters are amazing but they're so amazing i'm totally torn between two of them. please, help me making my decision.
 

+Raye Harker
16 ♂ Sailor Mars
Odd and old-fashioned, Raye doesn't use much of the modern technologies that the rest of the world has gotten accustomed to. She is a quick tempered and strongly opinionated young woman, ferociously protective of her friends. Raye lives with her grandmother, a practionior of the Dark Arts, though it is strictly prohibited by the State. Raye is learning the ways from her gran, and strongly believes that it is magic that lends them the power they possess while under the guise of the Scouts. Raye used to have a grudge with Serena, because Raye has a crush on Darien - she has since let it go, or so she says.
FC: Taylor Warren
Open
 
+Hannah Mortimer
15 ♄ Sailor Saturn
A sheltered, lonely girl who suffers from a terrible disease that often causes her to have seizures and be physically weak. People are often frightened by her, which leads her to not have many friends except for Rini, who saw into her good heart. Hannah lives in isolation with her widowed doctor father, a man obsessed with finding a cure for his daughter's illness. Hannah has been having strange, horrible visions lately and is desparate to find out what they mean.
FC: Rooney Mara
Open
 
I would choose Lilah Parsons as a model, no matter which of these girl will make it for me :)
i really love hannah, but i'm not sure about her 'isolation', so i thought raye could be the better option. ugh.
 
so what do you think?
just tagging some people, who might wanna help
@ingrid @volonte @abby-rose @pudding-fong @abcdefuck @the-clary-project @henna-enjoys-the-little-things @teenidle @thatsstellar @thunder-dollfaycee @the-wild-things @five-hundred-days-of-penny @high-fashionista @ducktape @vicks @withlove-kirsten @ribbonsandkisses & anyone who reads this :3
{THM} when your smile is so wide and your heels are so high you can't cry
layout @thatporcelaindoll
well, actually my set is crappy against hers
 

intro for THM
thank you so much for letting me take part in this amazing roleplay!
 
Eleanor Webb
Age: 20
Occupation: Nurse
Likes: The sea, her job, colorful flowers, sunset, peace, eyeliner, high-quality fabrics, embracings, stripes, hair ribbons, being outside, black tea, long walks, smoking secretly, the stars and the moon
Dislikes: Fortune, poverty, sickness, dull colors, gossip, people who pretend to be something they're not, being caged in situations, pigeons, champagne, too much make-up, cars, her engagement to peter fitzgerald, hot weather, beastly manners
Bio: Eleanor is the poster child of rightfulness. She never does things that are considered bad or scandalous. She's strictly devoted to spending her spare time with her fiancé, Peter Fitzgerald although there's a lot of tension between them because she is not content with the idea of marrying to a rich family. What Eleanor hasn't told Peter is that she doesn't really think the marriage will work, but she's so blinded by the idea of commitment that she is afraid she'll never be able to tell him that she doesn't want to marry the Fitzgeralds.
Relationship status: Engaged to Peter Fitzgerald
Model: Anna Karina
Taken by: @mina-is-meowgical
 

Hello my dear friends, I'm delighted to meet you. Hope your evening will be as enjoyable as possible.
- Eleanor
 
{comment with relation (friends, enemies etc.)}
 

+ laura - bat for lashes
6 comments
{THM} you held me tighter when i pushed you away
Eleanor Webb
Age: 20
Occupation: Nurse
Likes: The sea, her job, colorful flowers, sunset, peace, eyeliner, high-quality fabrics, embracings, stripes, hair ribbons, being outside, black tea, long walks, smoking secretly, the stars and the moon
Dislikes: Fortune, poverty, sickness, dull colors, gossip, people who pretend to be something they're not, being caged in situations, pigeons, champagne, too much make-up, cars, her engagement to peter fitzgerald, hot weather, beastly manners
Bio: Eleanor is the poster child of rightfulness. She never does things that are considered bad or scandalous. She's strictly devoted to spending her spare time with her fiancé, Peter Fitzgerald although there's a lot of tension between them because she is not content with the idea of marrying to a rich family. What Eleanor hasn't told Peter is that she doesn't really think the marriage will work, but she's so blinded by the idea of commitment that she is afraid she'll never be able to tell him that she doesn't want to marry the Fitzgeralds.
Relationship status: Engaged to Peter Fitzgerald
Model: Anna Karina
Taken by: @mina-is-meowgical {hopefully!}
 
story;
I watch myself in the mirror; stare at big cat-eyed eyes, a crinkled nose and lips many men called kissable before.
 
I run my fingers through my hair-ends, unknotting some last strains.
 
My dress fits perfectly, the lace of the sleeves touches my skin almost too soft to notice - there's just nothing else to focus on.
 
i close my eyes.
 
breath in. and out.
 
someone is at the door, trying to unlock it. I can hear the door unlocking. steps. /his/ steps.
 
"eleanor?" i don't answer. I know that he's going to find me. He always does.
 
although i still keep my eyes shut, i feel his eyes on me.
"you're okay?" his voice is soft, gentle.
 
I nod.
 
I finally open my eyes and take a look at him. peter Fitzgerald. my fiancé. how can it be that I'm not feeling any better? i have everything others wish for, but there's still this crumbling in my stomach. the questions in my head.
 
"how many?" i mean the people who came to our engagement party. which is tonight. and all i can think of is that i don't love this man.
 
he shrugs. his suit fits perfectly and although i'm not really into peter, i still have to admit that he's good-looking.
 
"just a few - family and such."
 
i crack a smile. i know what 'a few' means.
 
"i don't think i'm ready for this."
 
"you're scared?" i close my eyes again.
 
and then i feel his hand in mine, his fingers interlacing with mine.
 
"look at me, eleanor." i can't.
 
but i do.
 
"don't be scared. everything is going to be okay. it's just our family and friends. and they just want to see your ring. you're safe with me."
 
"i can't." i can smell him. his breath and his skin.
 
"i don't want to."
 
it's not like i don't like peter. he's such a nice man and he wants all the best for the people around him, but i just don't /love/ him. and i don't want to marry someone i don't love. especially none of the Fitzgeralds. they're all rich and representing. that isn't a life i would choose for myself, but it's the right thing for me. it's good.
 
peter releases my hand, stands up and stretches his arms out for a second.
 
then someone's knocking at the door, but none of us reacts.
 
"can we talk about this later?"
 
i nod again. sometime it's all i can do.
 
this time i take his hand, before i stand up and clear my dress.
 
we walk out of our room, through magnificent corridors, before stopping in front of a golden double door.
 
peter squeezes my hand. the door swing open. and i smile.
 
people stare at us. peter smiles at me and i smile at him.
 
and while talking about my ring and wedding dress with 'friends' i have never seen before, i realize that this won't make me happy.
 
ever.
 

top 5;
eleanor webb
margaret walters
hayley summers
greta hepburn
lila adams
or my own character, i'm still not sure
 
+ okay, so story is set in a time eleanor begins to doubt her choice about marrying into the fitzgeralds. and it's crappy. and short. but eleanor is perfect, so i don't care. next one will be better - if i get the part
+ i really hope that i get the part. /this/ part. i really like all the other characters, but eleanor is just perfection.
+ maybe i change the story if i have enough time oO
+ i extended the likes/dislikes to get a better feeling for her. it just helps me feeling into the character
+ @followyourbliss @ingrid
+ giselle - silk
+ please, is this someones layout? if not i claim it as mine, because it's cool.
7 comments

guess what? i love cats!

9 months ago - 433 views
guess what? i love cats!
uhm, well. hi.
my name is mina and i'm not really from denmark. well i live there for now, so that counts.
i like internet-people. and i love to find some people to talk to. because being alone and roleplaying or plotting alone sucks.
 
do you want to know a bit more? just pm me.
or comment.
 

did i say that i adore cats? okay, i stop it now.
and i'm going to marry john blake from tdkr.
 
i hope i don't sound creepy. or weird. or psycho. because i'm not. hopefully.
 
xoxo
Mina